A Nightingale In A Golden Cage

November 12, 2009.

high tide today.
happy happy
caffeine happy
high.
does he see
what my shirt says?
how do you mess up
Easy Mac?
giggle
giggle giggle!

November 12, 2009: Later.

low tide
nothing is funny.
not even English.

November 12, 2009: Even later.

Tears burn
inside and out
a pressure building
up
      and
              up
                    and
                            up
and finally
I
    can't
              b
                 r
                    e
                       a
          t
          h
          e

H    M
E    E
L
P
.